A very boring life ...
It's Me

Call me rain <3
I study in OPSS
My birthday is celebrated every April 30th
Contact me at eve_rayquaza@hotmail.com ;D

Mood

Having a boring sad life ...
What I want

Secret <3
Exit <3

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  • July 2009
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  • July 2010
  • August 2010


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    Thursday, August 12, 2010


    Hais ... no money le =__=' I still need buy Sophia's, Meiyu's and Panda's Bday gift ! DX Why all fall on same mnth ?! Aaaaaaah ~ Sigh ... totally poor le T_T Cry die me ~~~ Wuwuwu ... T_T


    Today is Sophia's bday ! Happy bday miss typical leo :D ! Hhes nice one after school ;D ;D ;D ~ Hhes ! You are 14 le ! Grats le grats not a 'child' le ;D


    Tmr will be Panda's bday :D He will be 16 ! xD Wow ~ Sweet 16 nice nice (Y) :) !

    A gold font, for all the Leos :D !!! Woohooo roar like a lion !! Hhas jkjk ;D Lead us all to a victorious future xD !


    This is all for now; 11:08 PM

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    Saturday, August 7, 2010


    Omg ~ Today Zf~ Aka my BFFE ( best friend forever ever ) Came to my house to play and trade pokemon whee ! xD Hhe ! Very fun sia we watch 1 epi of bleach then complain how the girl look like a guy with HUUUUUUGGGEEE manb00bs =X Funny ~

    Then we trade trade pokemon xD I restarted ruby and fir red so all my pokemon noob ... i lazy restart fire red so i traded my rash charmeleon aka Seth over xD ! And my lousy but shiny zubat =X Hhas ! Hhes then I saw his fire red was full of pikachus ! o.O" Yet he have not found one lightball ... sucks =X So suay xD Then we were looking at this and that of pokemons and discussing about it and saying how FUGLY Venasaur is and how pokemon gets unfairly stronger each generation ... I mean, compare pidgeot with swellow then compare swellow with that star birdy thing =.= UNFAIR DIE D: !

    Then I borrow my old pokemon catridge back try the pokemon jade for the first time =X It is weird and lame because it is like mutated pokemon that doesn't make any sense at all !! Hhas !


    I drop him at bus interchange and we buy something nice to eat from 7-11 xD Hhes then we are like bye bye !~ Cya soon :D


    Now I am playing Pokemon Yellow from my old cartridge ! ;duh The pikachu is like damn cute sia :D ~


    This is all for now; 6:30 AM

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    Friday, August 6, 2010


    OMFG !!! Today celebrate NDP ... the celebration sucks la all sing sing only waste my time =.= sing one song like 3-4 times? I lost count le ... So ya ...

    After go home I CHIOOONG bathe and eat and do this and that sia . Why ? Because later ... I will be going out with Jie, Alex, Yeezi and others :D YAY !Then today I bring like $14 around there only because my mom took my $10 ?! Then I realize ... SHYT EZLINK NO MONEY ... nvm top up $5 first ... D: left $9 ...

    Hhes ^__^ I saw Kyo today ~ She damn cute sia :D She cannot believe my gender for like, one hour omg ! xD Then I saw them I was like so excited inside but I too shy :P LOL


    Then then we go cycle ! Wheeee cycle for like 1 hr then saw kyo and them sia . xD Alex fall down and steer wrong ! xD So funny hhes ! Then he totally cannot catch up with me and jie at all ... BLEH :P TEEHEEEEEEE !~ After we cycle wah very very tired ! We like cycle the whole place 2 time ? Waaah owow DX Leg cramp ... Hhas Alex perspire like a pig man ! He perspire until his whole shirt change colour ...

    Walao halfway we rest right, ALEX GO CHANGE AND TOOK OFF HIS SHIRT ... -faint- Saw his back got tummy also LOL

    We finish cycle we go get a drink, alex treat us all yay ! He buy Yeezi a bubble duckie for her to blow bubbles xD Then walk at the beach take photo whee ~ We sit there until Yeezi friend come then stone .... quite dark le the ships are like damn nice ! Like a lot of lights xD Yeezi go take a photo of Alex being like a loner sia while I sit with my jie talk talk <3>


    Go eat hor, me and jie suan alex like WHOOOO !HHes :P So fun !


    We go eat then I no more money eeks ! =.= Alex go treat me $6 curry I very guilty sia ... damn =X LOL Then he buy same thing as jie ! Hhas then the curry got the fire thing the wax drop to the tray the tray catch on fire i panick like wtffffssssssssss then dunno who go blow then no more le =.= I was like a moron ! D: Hais ... Eat le super full cannot finish sia we all xD

    Then they send me back home <: I am so touched hhes <3>

    Today very happy, talk to jie like lots and lots I feel like I am closer to her le :D Yay ! LOL



    This is all for now; 8:13 AM

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    Monday, August 2, 2010


    Thinkin bout you like daily daily
    Wantin you back like crazy crazy
    Wishin we be us so this and that
    Hopin that you'd be mine ~

    Missin you
    Missin us
    Missin what you made me feel
    You had me hopin hopin
    And now, this lonely rain is still holding on

    I though it was special
    And now you had me wrong
    Was it really worth
    To throw those memories away
    Yeah yeah
    Was it all just a dream

    Rap it up uh uh uh
    You you you you made me made me
    fo fo fo fo fall for you ( Yeah )
    Why why why did you let me think
    That you'd catch me when I do

    All my fault
    All my fault
    I was so stupid
    I've blame myself for everything but
    The present won't change ....


    Random song for a random thought about a random person .

    I love you :D


    This is all for now; 1:29 AM

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    Saturday, July 31, 2010


    I'm A Loner


    I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
    I'm a loner. I'm a loner.

    Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes.
    Look, you are already look at elsewhere.
    Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.
    You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


    You've been meeting someone else often lately.
    You don't even call me first anymore.
    When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long.
    Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.
    Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.


    Oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
    I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
    Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
    one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

    If you had just told me honestly
    that you got someone else. That you hate me.
    Then I wouldn't have hated you to death.
    check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.

    Oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
    I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.
    Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.
    one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.

    Love is going. Love is leaving.
    (One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)
    I should erase you after tonight.
    (Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)
    (Gone Gone my love is gone)


    I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~
    I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.
    sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream.
    Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me.
    one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.


    This is all for now; 5:17 AM

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    Monday, July 26, 2010


    Sigh ... today kena scolded so many times for not paying attention or doing homework all this ... how do homework when there is totally no motivation all this -__- do I get a sweet for getting my hw done? No. Lol. This morning my headache very strong sia and lose my temper at the big guy also zz . What is happening to me?! No mood post le la kns .


    This is all for now; 11:54 PM

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    Blog died hhes ... but its okay, I'll continue to post sometimes .

    I am like as dead as my blog le hhas xD I like totally changed le in a span of a few days . I become liddis since saturday I guess ? Hhas not sure le .Everyday is like the same, being bored and dead, rotting away as time passes . I guess is okay mah, I just hope I can cope with my studies because I these days not listening at all... hais. All I can do is continue with life lor. Take care of my friends and make sure they don't do anything stupid ! Hopefully the future will be brighter, all I can do is hope and pray cause only heaven knows hhe. I think it become my song sia, I listen to it these days will cry for no reason -___- Hhas totally weird. I need do art but, I feel like just rotting the day away until like no tomorrow, I can totally stone here forever if I didn't need to go to school lol . I feel like wasting my life away hhas but I should treasure it because of the people who die everyday who want to live . ^^ I must be positive hhas. Hais... audi has patch today too... sian. I wonder what the future holds. I should be back to my cheerful soon, I don't want to burden my friends and make them worry... >< But I really no mood for anything, not even talking hhas. So, it is a bit hard la hhas. But I must try mah? Hurting my friends because I am like this is just wrong la. Hhas. But tell me where do I start, cuz its breaking my heart so much... hhes =x


    This is all for now; 1:54 AM

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