I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner.
Look, look at me, me. Look at me straight in the eyes. Look, you are already look at elsewhere. Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock. You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.
You've been meeting someone else often lately. You don't even call me first anymore. When you are with me, you would only look at the sky even if a day is a second long. Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I. Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.
Oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts. Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel. one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.
If you had just told me honestly that you got someone else. That you hate me. Then I wouldn't have hated you to death. check it one two three. Remembering your words, they are all silly lies.
Oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner. I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts. Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel. one two three four five six seven night, I'm cheering up myself passing many nights awake.
Love is going. Love is leaving. (One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to) I should erase you after tonight. (Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me) (Gone Gone my love is gone)
I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. daridiridara du~ I'm a loner, I'm a loner. I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love. sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight, I want this to be a dream. Oh no no no no no body knows, no body knows me. one two three four five six seven night, I'm crying passing many nights awake.
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5:17 AM
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Monday, July 26, 2010
Sigh ... today kena scolded so many times for not paying attention or doing homework all this ... how do homework when there is totally no motivation all this -__- do I get a sweet for getting my hw done? No. Lol. This morning my headache very strong sia and lose my temper at the big guy also zz . What is happening to me?! No mood post le la kns .
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11:54 PM
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Blog died hhes ... but its okay, I'll continue to post sometimes .
I am like as dead as my blog le hhas xD I like totally changed le in a span of a few days . I become liddis since saturday I guess ? Hhas not sure le .Everyday is like the same, being bored and dead, rotting away as time passes . I guess is okay mah, I just hope I can cope with my studies because I these days not listening at all... hais. All I can do is continue with life lor. Take care of my friends and make sure they don't do anything stupid ! Hopefully the future will be brighter, all I can do is hope and pray cause only heaven knows hhe. I think it become my song sia, I listen to it these days will cry for no reason -___- Hhas totally weird. I need do art but, I feel like just rotting the day away until like no tomorrow, I can totally stone here forever if I didn't need to go to school lol . I feel like wasting my life away hhas but I should treasure it because of the people who die everyday who want to live . ^^ I must be positive hhas. Hais... audi has patch today too... sian. I wonder what the future holds. I should be back to my cheerful soon, I don't want to burden my friends and make them worry... >< But I really no mood for anything, not even talking hhas. So, it is a bit hard la hhas. But I must try mah? Hurting my friends because I am like this is just wrong la. Hhas. But tell me where do I start, cuz its breaking my heart so much... hhes =x
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1:54 AM
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He's always on my mind From the time I wake up till I close my eyes He's everywhere I go He's all I know
And though he's far away It just keeps getting stronger everyday And even now he's gone I'm still holding on So tell me where do I start Cause it's breaking my heart Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin' me That if you really love him You've gotta set him free And if he returns in time I know he's mine So tell me where do I start Cause it's breaking my heart Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair 'Cause wide awake or dreaming I know he's never there And all this time I act so brave I'm shaking inside Why does it hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'cause heaven knows
Maybe my love will come back someday Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'cause heaven knows Heaven knows... [ x2 ]
